espresso revelations

with energy fading, espresso.
inspiration waining, espresso.
death is a big industry for manitowoc.
bad doctors, meds, surgery.
brians dad. my ma. and others.
don't let me get put in holy family.
kill me instead.
leave the cafe to ryan v.
where's my lady, her phone isn't on.
killin me.
I need inspiration,
i wanna die!